Compliment

I was quite early for a meeting the other day, so I helped myself to a seat outside the conference room, regretting not having brought anything worth reading to kill time. And just when I was starting to surrender to a few minutes of unproductive existence, an angel came along.

Nope. He didn't come with wings, nor did he descend from the roof. ;) He simply got through the door, newspapers in hand, looking forward to literally bringing the news to his clients. The angel came in the form of our office's unofficial newspaper guy.

I used to buy my favorite paper from him but I haven't in a long time, primarily because I moved to a new group and a different floor. But he must have recognized me as well, because his face lit up a bit when I waved hello.

Not having brought a cent with me either, I dared ask if I could have my paper on credit. =) No questions asked, he proceeded to look for the paper I wanted from the stack he held. Unfortunately, he no longer had a copy of the paper. ):

He offered the other papers, but I only really wanted my paper, so, I said my heartfelt thanks and looked on to a passive existence.

But ---

To my surprise, he stayed on, took a seat and scanned through his stack. I didn't quite understood what he was doing but then he found what he was looking for...and gave it to me! He so kindly took time to search for that one paper he could give me - a complimentary copy of another paper he had! Ah, he really made my day. :)

Twilight Musings: Dangerous

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Two things from the final pages of Breaking Dawn have been bugging me: Aro's wedding gift to Bella and Bella's newfound ability to lift her self-shield to let Edward see her thoughts. I feel something sinister about these two developments.

We know how Aro is. A schemer. Power-grabber. Cheater. So why would he send Bella an important jewelry for a wedding gift with nothing in it for him? I doubt he cared for Bella's or the Cullens' affection. Well, it may be possible that he wanted to simply be on their good side but he didn't have to send such a priceless gift. Unless, there's more to it for him.

I distinctly remember his words when he saw Bella wearing the gift at the battlefield. The book did not make a fuss on his words, but I fear that they were lethal: "I should have sent a note along with that gift". What could he have meant? My fear is, the gift is meant to do harm. Aro's comment was filled with sarcasm and malice.

And as for Bella's act of love, i.e., lifting her shield off herself so Edward could see how much he meant to her, I think it's an act of death as well. It's one thing for her enemies to know they could not touch her because her shield is natural and permanently attached to her, it's another for them to know that it could be lifted. It would take just a threat to Bella's loved one's life to get her to unshield herself.

Ah, Twilight can set a dormant imagination loose!

Come in, December

Oh, wow. My last post was Sunday. Hmmm, I guess that kinda describes how my week was. Bbbbbbussssy.

There were two surprising moments these few days that I especially remember though, and they're just about one thing really. For two straight mornings (I think it were Wednesday and Thursday) I stepped out of home, onto the busy street and then suddenly felt like it's Christmas. The air, the mood, seemed to me like the season was here, not more than a month later. The wonder of it was, nothing in the surrounding was yet physically Christmas-like: no lanterns, no christmas lights, no santa claus displayed anywhere.

Maybe, I'm just so looking forward into the season, that I could feel it in my bones this early. ;)

Twilight Musings: Alice

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Among Edward's siblings, I am most fond of Alice. Her special talent is quite useful, yes, but it's the way she uses it that makes her extra special. Her intentions are always to help, be kind, support. In Breaking Dawn, I think that it was her who saved the day, or equally with Bella at least.

I love the stubbornness. She may drive Bella crazy sometimes, but it's those moments of persistence (the birthday party, the clothes) that bring in the affection. She's a classic I'll-get-my-way-no-matter-what girl but it's the kind that let's you like her more because she is so only if she firmly believes getting her way is best for all.

I think, she is the best sister and potential sister-in-law that Edward and Bella, respectively, could have. She welcomed Bella like a true friend and sister, and stood by the lovers in their many times of need. I particularly loved the way she connived with Edward to keep Bella from coming to La Push at the height of the Bella-Jacob story, the fact that she took care of Bella when the latter was recovering from James' attack, and her frustration at Bella's fashion style.

Now that I think of it, though, I cannot recall if Alice's story - past - has been sufficiently told in the books. Ah, I would have to re-read. =)

Tweaks and Turns

Well, it was good while it lasted. I was charmed with the original template this blog lived on and so, I no longer tweaked it as I normally would.

But somehow, the 'infatuation' slowly faded. That - and some free time - gave me the opportunity to bring Keira in.

Yep, that's Keira Knightley in the background of the blog, pensive atop a rock (it's a very steep cliff actually but the height cannot be seen). It's a scene in Pride and Prejudice, which she so brilliantly starred. I so love the pic, it has long been my old blog's background. I so love it still, that it's going to be this blog's too. =)

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Thanks much GRSites for the background clouds.

Unwritten

Sometimes, lyrics do really get to me. A word, a phrase, the message --- they make a song talk to me...make me feel like I own it because it's my story, my emotions, my thoughts that the song actually speaks of.

Natasha Bedingfield's "Unwritten" is one of those lyrics.

Unwritten

Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten

Can't read my mind

I'm undefined

I'm just beginning

The pen's in my hand

Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words

That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition

Sometimes my tries

Are outside the lines

We've been conditioned

To not make mistakes

But I can't live that way

Unwritten. I love the word...the freedom it promises. My future (blank page) is up to me (pen's in my hand)! Isn't that great to know? Isn't that wonderful to sing about? :)

And yes, I shouldn't let anyone live my life for me, because only I can truly feel the rain on my skin, speak the words on my lips. Literally, who else can?

The self-affirmation in the song is enough to raise a weary spirit and put one in a good mood. The empowerment is so strong, it can make one think that nothing - nothing - is impossible. =)

4-0

I've proven today that the keys to success are a shameless face and resilience to constant embarrassments. ;) And if that success is one that is shared with somebody else, teamwork plays a crucial role.

I played badminton only occasionally in the past, but for lack of other more enjoyable alternatives, I took the game a little more seriously in recent months to help lose the piling weight. I ended up signed to a badminton tournament (doubles) and thus, the necessity to play against other badminton club players for practice.

"Practice" sounds good, except that the club mostly has veteran players...people who have been playing even before badminton became as popular as it is now. In years, that equates to about a decade of regular play.

And that disparity in experience (10+ years to mine's months) shows. The club's practice system is designed in such a way that players are on a queue and so, we don't really get to choose our opponents. Most of the time, my opponents are the vets.

Having experts to play with is primarily good for me because that just means that I will learn from the best. However, playing with the best also means that I stuck out as the sore thumb (I spoil a good rally), I made otherwise unnessary errors (I miss hitting an easy ball), and I deprived the vets with a challenging game.

This is not to say that the vets were not gracious enough to invite me to play despite knowing how little I spice up a game. Some even encouraged me to play more since I supposedly had 'potential' (ehem). =) Others who I get to partner with were even heroic enough to cover the rest of the court that I sadly couldn't reach.

Still, the fact remains: I played relatively bad. If that's not embarrassing enough, I would have to add to my conscience the additional fact that I may also have been making the games of other club members bad. These facts regardless, I continued to play, and play, and play.

The pay-off?

A 4-0 tournament result, in our favor! Yep, that's winning all four of our games and us (me and my partner) becoming "champions" in our bracket. Cheers! =)

And speaking of 'partner'. An important element of our sweep was our amazing teamwork. Let me tell how it worked:

• my partner did most of the smashes (kills) while I made sure to keep my service errors to a minimum =)
• my partner kept herself busy with returning the ball while I applauded everytime she scored =) =)
• my partner ran the courts while I stayed out of her way because she had a better chance of hitting the ball =) =) =)

Amazing, eh? LOL.

The Problem

The problem with being teased to the max (see preceding post) is it changes your normal way of living.

As a rule, I don't buy hardbound books. I believe that if I had patience, I could save myself half the price for something that will have the same content regardless of the cover. And so, I usually end up getting myself the paperback.

But --- not this time.

Breaking Dawn has to complete the set. And so, it did:

Teased to the Max!

It's out. Yep, Twilight's final trailer has debuted and it is killing me. I am dying to watch the movie.

Go to MySpace Trailer Park for a wider screen experience. Fantastic!

Tina in Action

I didn't expect to post as early as now but it only took one look at this vid and I knew I just had to put it in this blog.

Remember "Woman of Substance: Tina Fey"? Here she is in action, as Sarah Palin (Amy Poehler as Katie Couric also does a very good job):

Ah, it's good to have a good laugh this early in the day. :)

Apologies for the extra stuff on the embedded vid. It's the price I have to pay for going after NBC's original vid (best quality) over a YouTube vid.

12 Moves

I didn't even know that I've already nailed it. I knew I had the upperhand, yes, because my pieces were set to conquer and I was better positioned. But, although I had the opportunity to end the opposing queen's life, I didn't think the battle would end so soon.

And so, I opened my Schemingmind account today, expecting to see the usual list of games I played. The table looked different.

(click image to enlarge)

It turned out, I have already won one game! =) My first ever completed game in the site is a win! Yipeeeeee!!! The pleasant surprise made me smile like crazy. =)

It wasn't a forced mate (my target result), but after having no choice but to surrender his Queen to my Rook (12th move), my opponent (a very good sport) resigned, leaving this farewell comment: "Good catch"

Ahhhh, lovin' it! =)

The Taylor Chronicles: Cover

Middle of the Road

At the end of a day that definitely made history for the unprecedented upheaval in global financial markets, what good thing.....what "great find" is there to write about?

Then I remembered this photo from fellow blogger Julia's blog and I knew it's the one:

The first time I laid eyes on it, my affection was captured right away. For one, I love photos of roads, especially those that are seemingly 'less travelled by'. For two, having that girl sit that way in the middle of the road is quite artistic, photography-wise. And for three, I realized that at some points in my life, that photo represents me.

But then, I look at the world today, and I feel like it's not only me that the photo describes so well. I bet global investors right now are as forlorn as that girl is, considering all that happened, and still happening.

Good thing for me, it just takes a look at that photo to wash me over with some calm and hope. But global investors, hmmm..... CNBC just reported that they're still on panic mode.

Photo credit: Rachel Whiting

Perfect Bike

I so loved this bike.

I walked into that bicycle rental store at a street corner just outside Stanley Park, extremely excited at the thought of exploring Vancouver by biking through its biggest park and bike-friendly streets. Leisure biking is not something you can really do in the Phils, considering how the streets are and so, the prospective experience filled my head with the word "adventure".

A cutie attendant approached me and asked which type of bike I wanted. I had no idea. All I thought about prior to that question was renting a bike, but no particular model was in mind. I scanned through the rows of bikes on display and pointed to one which I thought I could handle. Basically, I had only two criteria for the choice: the height that would allow my feet to hit the ground without having to unseat, and a brake.

I barely caught the attendant's reaction but I had a feeling he grinned a bit and was quite amused. I think I must have initially picked a kiddie bike. LOL.

The attendant offered alternatives, which I was happy to accept. He led me ultimately to the one in the above photo which looked quite scary at first. I thought it was too big/high for me. But the attendant, cool as he was, merely smiled and assured me that the bike would be perfect for me. The seat could be adjusted to my satisfaction.

The moment I first sat on the bike, I strangely felt like I belonged. Or rather, that the bike belonged to me. I loved it more when the attendant added that front basket, which took care of the bag I then had with me. The bike was perfect.

And so, head gear and a happily-beating heart later, I courageously crossed a Vancouver street and headed straight to Stanley Park.

The park had a bike trail which covered its entire perimeter. I biked the entire length, and I loved every moment of it. The views on both my sides were fantastic (mountains on the left, the inlet on the right), the bike trail offered challenges (the curves, the elevation) and the weather cooperated. I even passed a lighthouse along the way!

It was a little sad to have to finally return the bike a couple of hours later (it was getting late and the store was closing). But though the tour was over, the memories remained and will always be looked back with the greatest fondness. :)

Countdown to Twilight

With all the mess of the financial troubles in the US, you would think the future looks so bleak, there's not much to long for anymore, especially with any other stuff that comes out of that country.

But then, there's this and all you think is how far November is and why doesn't it come sooner:

Uh well, at least they've moved the release date from December to November. Further, we'll be able to watch it ahead of most countries because it'll be here November 20th, a day earlier than the US premiere. Ah, we're still lucky. I am. =)

Anjali Rao

I don't exactly know why but whenever Anjali Rao fronts a CNN segment, I tend to stick to the channel much more than I usually would. Sometimes, whenever I feel discouraged, frustrated or simply down, and I chance upon her show, I get a sudden surge of inspiration. The kind that makes you feel anything is possible, so feeling directionless is a waste of energy.

I think, the charm must be the idea that to me, she has broken barriers career-wise. I don't really know how CNN works behind the scenes but I think it's amazing for her to get the job she has considering that not many women (especially Asian women) get the same kind of spotlight in news programs and international TV. Her feat of being a top-notch CNN anchor is testimony to the heights women can reach in any field.

Apart from her achievement, I like Anjali herself for the amazing confidence and obvious intelligence. When she talks, you just got to listen and believe. Ah, when knowledge and confidence mix, you get a true talent.

Cheers for Anjali. =)

Scheming Mind

Heavens, I missed chess. Much.

I have been itching to play one for quite some time now, so I know I must be missing the game, but only after I've started playing did I realize how much I missed it. Playing again feels like coming home --- familiar, memory-filled (ah, the thrills of those old plays) and wonderfully exciting. :)

I have to thank fellow blogger Toguints for leading me to this jewel of a site: SchemingMind. I have to admit though, that I've been quite skeptical at first. SchemingMind is primarily a site for correspondence (not live) chess. Meaning, it would take time to finish a game because you and your opponent only make a move whenever you're online.

Surprisingly though, I found the set-up kinda cool and interesting, despite having to wait days to see the game through. For one, you get to play a number of games with different people at the same time. For two, the SchemingMind community is quite friendly! As a newbie, I randomly challenged a couple of nicks on the site, expecting a rebuff or an arrogant message but hey, ALL of them welcomed me nicely and took the game seriously. THAT is not an attitude you would usually get from chess sites (past experience, hehe).

Apart from its chess-related good points, I have grown quite fond of the site for two additional reasons: one, I love the site name ("scheming mind" = perfect name for a chess site) and two, I love that photo (logo) accompanying the site name. The people behind the site must be schemingly bright minds. :)

Midnight Companion

Ellen once again gifted my midnight with a couple of laughs.

"Ellen" (the show) airs, I think, at least thrice a day on 2nd Avenue. I am able to catch it, however, only at the 12:00 am slot, which is a good thing, considering that not many shows are good enough at this hour.

I love the show because Ellen (the host) exudes fun and laughter both as a host and apparently, as a person. Her opening monologue almost always delivers (casually said but funny, nevertheless) and her dance sessions are fun to watch because they never fail to bring the audience to their feet. The features she presents in the show are most often, if not always, positive --- an endearing photo, a heroic act, a talented artist, a cool prank (e.g., George Clooney Watch 08), a fun game, a cute kid, a generous surprise to the audience, etc.

Naturally, her staff must be credited for their initiative and hardwork. However, I bet Ellen is also actively working behind the scenes because she seems to have creative control over the show.

Ellen has recently become two things to me: music influence and quotable quotes. Some music artists she had featured have become my top favorites (e.g., Natasha Bedingfield) and her spiels are laden with witty, cool quotes.

Tonight, she made these quotes (context only, not exact words), which may be the only fun coming out of the US financial crisis so far:

1. "We've got big news. We've been bought by Citigroup." - Ellen, in view of the recent mergers/acquisitions in Wall Street. LOL. A new logo of the show combined with the Citigroup logo (the one with the red umbrella) was then shown. :)

2. Ellen: "This is really bad times, considering that the Lehman Brothers may be borrowing money from the Jonas Brothers". Hehehe.

The Sisterhood

I and my friend Ynnah agreed to watch "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2", with me thinking all along that I've watched the first one. After all, who would want to watch the second installment without first acquainting herself with the first?

And so, there I was, casually telling Ynnah as we were entering the cinema, that I honestly did not have any idea what the movie was about, except as a continuation of the first one. And then, it hit me. What the heck was the first one all about anyway?

Dang. Goodness, I had it mixed up! With the help of Ynnah's all-too-convincing confirmation, I realized that the first movie I had in my head was "The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood", a totally different movie (starring Ashley Judd)! LOL. Geez, I just turned a year older but my memory seems to have added much more. Hehe. =)

So, it turns out, I hadn't watched the first Traveling Pants movie. Ynnah's quick run-through of the gist of the first movie was a big help, still, it was up to Traveling Pants 2 to officially introduce me to the Sisterhood.

In a way, having missed the first movie was a two-edged sword. On the downside, there were aspects in the current movie I couldn't quite follow because they seem to have alluded to events in the first one. On the upside, I had no expectation, no bar from which to judge the current one.

Traveling Pants 2 is a well-crafted story of growing up, growing apart, moving on, and above all, deep-rooted, real friendship. The four friends were given unbelievably equal share of the limelight, as each had a story of her own to tell. The acting was good and the comedy actually earned the laughs it sought. Shots of the picturesque Santorini (Greece) were also a bonus, despite having been similarly shown in that Richard-KC starrer (For the First Time).

Traveling Pants 2 is not Oscar-material, but I doubt it ever meant to be. However, for friends and peeps looking for a light-hearted movie, Traveling Pants 2 is a great pick.

Pocketful of Sunshine

In the tradition of my affection for the music of singer-songwriters, Natasha Bedingfield's "Pocketful of Sunshine" is the latest addition to the fold.

I think I've heard of her songs somehow, but it was when she guested on "Ellen" that I got really interested in her music. Interested enough, that is, to eventually get my own copy of the CD she was promoting then. It was a buy that I haven't regretted yet.

Honestly, I can't seem to find the words to describe her sound, but I do know that I thoroughly enjoy it. My top favorites are the first cut "Put Your Arms Around Me", the title song "Pocketful of Sunshine" (it's genius to coin this endearing phrase), the duet with Sean Kingston (Love Like This) and the reflective (questioning?) "Soulmate". :)

Woman of Substance: Tina Fey

"I thank my parents for somehow raising me to have confidence that is disproportionate with my looks and abilities. Well done. That is what all parents should do."

- Tina Fey, Winner: 2008 Emmy for Outstanding Writer and Outstanding Actress, 30 Rock

What a way to thank your parents at a moment of tremendous success. Some awardees don't even bother to remember them. But Tina Fey remembered, and delivered the gratitude like a true winner - savvy, witty, cool.

Haven't really known her long. Happened to hear about her in a feature somewhere sometime ago but it was the much-awaited Sarah Palin impersonation at Saturday Night Live (SNL) that prompted me to finally google Tina Fey. Her bio is pretty impressive. Who wouldn't take a bow at the first woman to become SNL's headwriter? Who went on to create her own show, write for it and star in it?

Fey truly has it. Looks. Smarts. Wit. Talent.

Geez, some people have all the good stuff. And some, like Fey, deserve every bit. ;)

Eclipse

Got this hardbound gem from Ynnah for a birthday present:

Cool, eh? Ah, there is no escaping the Twilight saga.

I was totally unaware of the books until I chanced upon this weird picture of an extremely pale, seemingly-dangerous, good-looking teener with the especially notable eyes and hair, in another friend's Facebook. I had to ask who he was, what the picture was about and why she was raving about it much. That's when I came to know about Edward.

The first book, "Twilight", was indeed a good read. I couldn't put it down. The thrill of the book for me, is not really the love story (I think Bella sometimes really gets way ahead of what it means to be 'devoted') but the anticipation of what's going to happen next. The book's basic story may be nothing new but unlike other books where you more or less know what's ahead, Twilight abounds with possibilities.

Then came "New Moon" which further made me think Bella is taking her relationship with Edward to unreasonable levels. Still, the book got me hooked. =)

And now, the third installment: Eclipse. Ah, I wonder what awaits.

Thanks, Ynnah.

Batman Begins

It was a good beginning. Loved the kid batman (batboy?), Christian Bale and the flying battie effects. When batman spread those wings, they came out so naturally.

Didn't like Katie Holmes playing the DA though. Her supposed affair with you-know-who (Tom Cruise!) unfavorably clouded my appreciative nerves. The moment her face showed up, I kept thinking how this supposed no-nonsense, woman-of-substance, crusader-in-her-own-right District Attorney could be the 20-something girl involved in a 'flaunted' romance with a 40-something guy. Ah, bad publicity is not always good.

Going back to BB (Batman Begins). Certain fight scenes got me confused. They were performed too fast. I had a hard time following who was hurting who.

Overall though, I think the movie was worth the more than 1 hour I had to line up to watch the premiere.

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Lifted from my old blog dated 14th June 2005.

Mr. and Mrs. Smith

The film was very entertaining. All this time of waiting was worth every sec.

Foremost, of course, was the fact that two pretty faces graced the theater screen almost all throughout the movie. Yep, Brad and Jolie carried the film all by themselves. The support cast rarely showed up. The wonder was, we (I and my friends) didn't mind at all. We kinda liked it that way. *grins*

Now that the obvious has been officially laid down, let's get down to business.

This movie rocks because the plot is something relatively new, the actors are credible, comic attempts hit home, scenes were creatively made (that dinner dance, wow), the makers left no dragging moment, and the script did not screw things up.

I loved the way the writers differentiated Mr. Smith's (Brad) reaction from that of Mrs. Smith (Jolie) when they discovered the other's true identity. They were typical reactions of a man and a woman. Genius.

All in all, I think this film is a must. My fear that it wouldn't measure up to my expectation was crap.

I think I'm gonna watch it again this weekend.

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Lifted from my old blog dated 8th June 2005.

Eternal Sunshine

Ten minutes into the movie, my friend squirmed in her seat, complained and 'tried' (I didn't let her) to blame me for choosing the movie over Garfield. But by the time we were exiting the theater, she humbly admitted that she was going to watch the movie again.

Yep, that's Eternal Sunshine in a nutshell.

The first part would really mess up your understanding, logic and patience. The sequence of events was presented in a such a way that you ask questions almost all the time. But that's one of the charms of this movie: it makes you think (ala Matrix, hehe).

Eternal is original, well-acted, and smart. *thumbs up*

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Lifted from my old blog dated 11 August 2004.

You Complete Me

Is it possible to love ALL the songs of ONE artist's ENTIRE album? Trust me, it is. I have proof of it: Michelle Branch's Spirit Room.

<<If Only She Knew. I'd Rather Be In Love.Goodbye To You. Drop In The Ocean.Second Chances>>>

Maybe it's the impression that she's a true, talented artist that made me appreciate her songs. After all, it's not often that you get to meet singers who are also songwriters who are also guitar players. Somehow, there's the trust that she isn't fooling me with just tricky packaging and brilliant marketing.

Or maybe it's the songs themselves that are the real culprit - the lyrics, melody, interpretation.

Whatever the reasons, one thing is sure: Spirit Room puts me in high spirits.

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Lifted from my old blog dated 16th July 2004.

Love Story

I caught about three-fourths of this 1970 classic at IBC 13 when I was about 13 years old. I felt so sorry for the girl who died and the guy she left behind that I cried buckets, as if it was I who lost somebody I deeply loved. Unfortunately, the channel no longer showed the title of the movie when it ended so I was not able to know what movie it was that really touched me.

But perhaps serendipity truly happens?

Fast forward to one fine day in college: my classmates and I were at a gazebo, waiting for our next class. Then here comes Ariane, returning a book she borrowed from Liza. The latter did not yet want the book returned though because there were a lot of things she was already carrying at that time. I nonchalantly asked what the book was about and finding that the plot interested me, I volunteered to take the book home with me. The book was Erich Segal's "Doctors" (which to this day remains one of my top faves).

The connection?

Erich wrote Love Story, the movie I saw many years back, which, till that day, I never knew the title of. But how was I to know that one of the novels listed in one of the pages of Doctors was the movie I saw years ago?

I don't exactly know. Perhaps there was a short description of it in the book, but I don't remember it being the case. I do remember, however, that something in me just knew that that was it - the movie I saw long ago was Love Story and none else.

I checked the book out and yes, I was right. That movie I fell in love with many years back, was the movie adaptation of the book which I was then reading.

Life really knows how to fix things that were left hanging.

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Lifted from my old blog dated 14 July 2004.

If You Say So

"One day in her life, her life in one day."

I'm not even sure now if this jewel of wisdom even come from the one whom I have always attributed it to: Virginia Woolf. Perhaps I chanced upon a reading which said that the quote was from one of her books. But it's all just a wonder to me now.

What really got me into the quote were two things: one, the amazing way it's structured. Notice that the first phrase has the same words as the second - only interchanged. Isn't English such a joy to play around with?

And two, it's just a simple line but it tells of an often-ignored truth: it may be just one day in our lives, but it composes what our life is, what it will be, what it will long be remembered. It may just be today, but every moment is a gift, a wonder - precious and incomparable. It will never come again.

So, carpe` diem! :)

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Lifted from my old blog dated 14th July 2004.

Addicted to Smallville

Smallville simply had me at hello.

This show, which tackles Superman's thoughts, feelings, and experiences as young Clark Kent, came into my life just when I was looking for something to be passionate about. It's complicated plot, best pool of characters, amazing special effects, thoughtful choice of soundtrack, and very witty, smart lines never fail to leave me asking for more.

But above all, SV has that Clana (Clark & Lana) heart-tugger. I am simply crazy about the tragic love affair of these two.

All in all, SV is one show I'm not willing to say goodbye to.

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Lifted from my old blog dated 13th July 2004.

Like a Leaf

Like a Leaf
by Helen Braganza Aben

I’m like a leaf
Flying where the wind blows
Searching where the rainbow begins
Wishing for something that never ends.
My life is like that
I leap and bound to unknown places
Meeting people who are rude or are kind
But there is always something worth leaving behind
When will the journey end?
I’ll never know
For I’m like a leaf –
Always leaping, always searching
Until I reach the end.

What strikes me as intriguing in this poem is the fact that the author died a month or two after she wrote it.

Helen belonged to the work group I am currently in. My colleagues tell me that she was smart and did well in her job. It's unfortunate that we never got to meet. I bet we could have talked about writing and poetry, apart from work stuff.

Isn't it a wonder that she came to write the poem just before she died? Something tells me that she somehow knew her end was near.

Indeed, life is like a leaf --- going where the wind blows. Endlessly searching for meaning. Till it reaches its end.

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Lifted from my old blog dated 9th July 2004.

Katipunera and Other Poems

Finally got my hands on the book.

Katipunera and Other Poems was first published when I was in college. We discussed it in our English class right away, and as a culminating activity, we invited the author herself to share her thoughts on the book and her writing prowess in general. It was when we had a talk with her that I came to include her in my list of inspiring people.

Elsa Martinez Coscolluela, "Doc Elsie" as we used to call her, was the VP for Academic Affairs of our school. We did not really know her, unlike perhaps if she taught a subject or two, for then we'd know how she was as a teacher. But as it was, we saw her only by the school corridors (very rarely) and school functions. And so, although we've heard of her literary achievements (the last I heard, she had already won 23 Palanca awards!), and we're proud of her somehow, she was to us, still a figure from a distance - a woman we looked up to but beyond our reach.

That changed the day of the talk. Wouldn't you be amused to know that one of the poems in her book talked about her ex? Would you not understand the toils that go with her success if you learned that for one literary piece she made, she had to pack her things up and go somewhere away from their home (it was to their farm, if I remember right) just to finish her work undisturbed? Would you not be amazed at this woman who seem to be strict and serious about life if you learned that when she was younger, she loved the nightlife so much, she would go to the class she teaches still drunk from the night before?

Ah, perhaps she is the woman she is today because apart from talent, she has a zest for life that enables her to give insights even on the little things that we dismiss as nothing. Her first poem in the book is proof enough: it is about "Cobwebs".

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Lifted from my old blog dated 4th July 2004.